March 2012
I have invented a drink. It is official. Everyone is drinking them. Now so fucked up.
Why am I forever ‘Two Drinks Beth’?
Does anyone live near UEA that will let me and a friend stay at theirs on Tuesday?
Watching people get handcuffed outside McDonalds. Normal.
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[[MORE]]I wish you could see what is going on with me.. But to do that, you need to talk to me and ask how I’m feeling when we talk. I wish you could actually see how much I care about you. As you said though, ‘Whatever’.
I did so well today that I got a text from my regional office telling me so. Best thing ever.
[[MORE]]I think what a lot of people don’t get is that when my dad is brought up at all, I get very angry and defensive, but all I really need is a massive hug and to be told I’m wanted and loved because he doesn’t want me really or love me. But I can never explain it properly without sounding pathetic so I get angry at everyone and stop eating and sleeping and just run on anger...
[[MORE]]If you can’t even reply to that, it’s gonna break me. Because I thought you actually meant what you promised. :/
[[MORE]]I do remember what I said though. And I meant it.
Last night after work I went to the pub to meet my cousin and he bought me a drink and then his friends thought it would be funny to get me a double vodka and red bull and Aspall and make me drink them both at the same time. I then after I finished, give me shots. I feel like shit this morning, it’s safe to say. They invited me out after work tonight as well.
Oh by the way, if anyone wants to help Breakthrough Breast Cancer and me, send me an ask if you could!
Finally finished my shift
Anonymous asked: Where do you work?
I have to meet my Team Leader at 2:30. This means we’re going far away. I know it.
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[[MORE]]Recently I’ve been hanging out with a lot of people who have relationships that seem so strong and equal in effort and I’ve been getting slightly jealous and I have an idea why, but I also don’t understand. Finding that the oddest thing.
[[MORE]]Getting my drawings soon. Just means I’ll have a bit of closure and be less sad at times, which is nice.
Because of my new job, I’m trying to figure out when I’ll ever get to see my friends which sucks. Everything is gonna be weird and so much harder. tempted to book Thursdays off or something, but that’d be bad.
It makes me feel sick when I know you want to do anything else but talk to me.
So tired. I need cuddles and some form of affectionate looking after.
Just finished work doing better than anyone in the other newby teams yay.
Swear I’m ill.
osafune2 asked: Would you never have sex again in your life in exchange for the ability to fly? I'm drunk.
Anonymous asked: oh :(, ok night then
Going to bed. I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow. Urg :( make me in a better mood tomorrow morning with asks? None of you will but it’d be nice.
Anonymous asked: ive put 2 up but the quality of them isn't great for sum reason :/
Anonymous asked: ok hang on, i didn't wanna upload a photo on here coz i don't really use this but i'll upload one for you to see now :)