One of my best friends and favourite people came over tonight because I’ve been crying non stop and I needed someone just to take my mind off of things. He is absolutely fab and has helped me loads.
I’ve been talking to my friend who passed away this morning’s best friend and he’s been telling  me that in her last few weeks she felt like I was the only person who loved her and I was the only person who made her happy. She went through the worst pain ever. Stuff I can’t even imagine. It made her very sad, as it would. I’m kind of happy she’s not suffering anymore, but I’m completely devastated I didn’t get to say bye. I’m not even sure how anyone could be taken so young and have such talents.. I don’t get why.